prayers please.

I do wonder if anyone reads these little blogs of mine. If you are reading, whoever you may be, please pray for me. It has been a difficult week, friends and colleagues, and myself at the emergency room, medical bills that i have no idea how I am going to pay for, and a completely unsuspected turn of events with a tax appointment today just to top it off! I really thought I would get quite a substantial return, but instead its just the opposite. I don't know how to process this and what it means, how I should be discerning this all...please pray that the Lord's plan is fulfilled. I don't want my financial concerns to be a concern to me--God is bigger and in control, yet, I had been trying to prepare to return back to Africa and I see this as a disappointing set back...I don't know if I should look at it that way. Maybe God is just reiterating to trust Him and not my financial status. That is probably right, but I also want to be a wise steward of my resources...long sigh...oh, please pray for physical healing too. I really have some possible major medical things going on and need to figure out what to do about insurance, treatment, and the rest...can I add prayers for wisdom, discernment, and understanding. That God will grant me spiritual eyes to see what the bigger picture is and what He desires to teach me during this process. Thank you. God bless you.